
"It's about the human experience; it's about the beauty of life--all the good things in life--no matter what you went through, no matter what happened, no matter what happens in life...life is still good. Life is a gift."
~ Jeff Azize
Family.


The Fish
I caught a tremendous fish
and held him beside the boat
half out of water, with my hook
fast in a corner of his mouth.
He didn't fight.
He hadn't fought at all.
He hung a grunting weight,
battered and venerable
and homely. Here and there
his brown skin hung in strips
like ancient wallpaper,
and its pattern of darker brown
was like wallpaper:
shapes like full-blown roses
stained and lost through age.
He was speckled and barnacles,
fine rosettes of lime,
and infested
with tiny white sea-lice,
and underneath two or three
rags of green weed hung down.
While his gills were breathing in
the terrible oxygen
--the frightening gills,
fresh and crisp with blood,
that can cut so badly--
I thought of the coarse white flesh
packed in like feathers,
the big bones and the little bones,
the dramatic reds and blacks
of his shiny entrails,
and the pink swim-bladder
like a big peony.
I looked into his eyes
which were far larger than mine
but shallower, and yellowed,
the irises backed and packed
with tarnished tinfoil
seen through the lenses
of old scratched isinglass.
They shifted a little, but not
to return my stare.
--It was more like the tipping
of an object toward the light.
I admired his sullen face,
the mechanism of his jaw,
and then I saw
that from his lower lip
--if you could call it a lip
grim, wet, and weaponlike,
hung five old pieces of fish-line,
or four and a wire leader
with the swivel still attached,
with all their five big hooks
grown firmly in his mouth.
A green line, frayed at the end
where he broke it, two heavier lines,
and a fine black thread
still crimped from the strain and snap
when it broke and he got away.
Like medals with their ribbons
frayed and wavering,
a five-haired beard of wisdom
trailing from his aching jaw.
I stared and stared
and victory filled up
the little rented boat,
from the pool of bilge
where oil had spread a rainbow
around the rusted engine
to the bailer rusted orange,
the sun-cracked thwarts,
the oarlocks on their strings,
the gunnels--until everything
was rainbow, rainbow, rainbow!
And I let the fish go.

"...that was one of the things we really wanted to give Insidious. We wanted a lot of the scare sequences to play really silent. But, what I like to do with the soundtrack is set you on edge with a really loud, sort of like, atonal scratchy violin score, mixing with some really weird piano bangs and take that away and all of a sudden, you’re like, “What just happened there?” And then you’re following a character through a house and it’s just dead silent. Right? (Excitedly) Then, when you smash something in there, it really gets you and, um, one of my favorite (sequences) in the movie, without giving anything away, is when the alarm in the house goes off. Piercing alarm that goes off. Then, when he switches it off, it’s just (barely audible for effect) dead silent. You know? And I find it is that [juxtaposition] between loud and then silent is what sets you on edge. Horror filmmaking, it doesn’t get the kind of recognition, I, I feel like it (deserves) because there’s a lot of craft involved and it’s not just about someone jumping out with a knife or whatever and then the music goes all crazy and nuts, right? And your actors [are] screaming away. It’s not just about that. I think, to create a genuine, creepy, suspenseful movie, takes a lot of craft and that’s why I really admire what Alejandro Amenabar did with The Others and I really admire what (M. Night) Shyamalan did with The Sixth Sense. Those are both movies that are very controlled."
- James Wan interviewed by Ron Messer on 4/11/11
Liz Gilbert: In the end, I've come to believe in something I call "The Physics of the Quest." A force in nature governed by laws as real as the laws of gravity. The rule of Quest Physics goes something like this: If you're brave enough to leave behind everything familiar and comforting, which can be anything from your house to bitter, old resentments, and set out on a truth-seeking journey, either externally or internally, and if you are truly willing to regard everything that happens to you on that journey as a clue and if you accept everyone you meet along the way as a teacher and if you are prepared, most of all, to face and forgive some very difficult realities about yourself, then the truth will not be withheld from you.

"Vibration is life and I think giving life is giving love. So you can give life to anyone, everything on this planet because you can generate every sound, every note."
- Masuru Emoto
Mason Bates: "For me, classical music can engage the mind like no other art form, but at the beginning of any piece of music, it’s a visceral experience. As the piece unfolds, your brain gets engaged. What makes [my wife] my ideal listener is she knows what it means to feel music." (source: interview by Richard Nilsen; The Arizona Republic)
"TURNTABLE BRINGS CARNEGIE HALL TO ITS FEET
WORLD PREMIERE OF CONCERTO FOR TURNTABLE
October 2, 2005 - DJ Radar and the Red Bull Artsehcro received a standing ovation at Carnegie Hall today when they performed the world premiere of “Concerto for Turntable”. This three movement piece was conceived and composed by Raúl Yáñez to help legitimize the turntable as an instrument, and at the same time push the boundaries of classical music. “The Concerto format and classical music is very strict; Raul had taken a lot of chances, not only with the turntable but with just the form of it. He’s really kind of opening Pandora’s Box,” Radar stated.
The Red Bull Artsehcro’s tuba player, Angelo Kortyka described the night as, “A glimpse into the future of classical music, and having done it at Carnegie makes it the best.” This landmark event was one of the first times a turntable has been on-stage in Carnegie Hall’s Isaac Stern Auditorium."
Orlando Ward (Midnight Mission) spoken to Pras (Fugees): "that's part of your quest--connecting with people, man. You know...how do you get the heart-to-heart thing going on [...] connect, same family, same, tribe, same folk...it's a real basic thing man, we search for commonalities [...] whenever we connect on a human level and let people see that there's something different than they expected, then we got a chance to work together and do something" 32:00

"I will rise now, and go about the city
in the streets, and in their broad ways
I will seek him whom my soul loveth."
Song of Solomon 3:2,3
"There is more of humanity in a prostitute trying to truly love, if only for a moment, than in all of the slow-motion romantic fantasies in the world." - Roger Ebert